By Influence
Date: 2004 Sep 02
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Influence

I'm sittimg here, watching this screen thinking of what to write, what to say of myself...Who am I? Who I consider myself to be? What I love? what I don't?

My name is influence...I have a sphere of influence within the circle I move around in...My lifestyle shows me...who I am within me...needs no explanation for I can't hide me...the truth is revealed...I am who I am...I can't say different...I express myself loud and clear...my thinking, my writing, my walk, my talk...it's all the same...I am the same person...I live in a paradigm world...I've learnt to adjust, but I am the same...I have not changed...my character, my impact...my ideology...My belief remains...I stand and declare that who you see, is indeed me!

People, I cannot lie...When I smile...I maybe happy or I may try to hide my feelings inside...but at the end of the day...you'll know...you'll see that I tell the truth, that I don't boast...sainthood is a given...I can't acclaim to be a saint...only when you don't have reasonable doubt to declare different then can you dub me a 'saint'

I may have done things unbecoming...I pray, I repent and beg for forgiveness to the one who knows my heart from the start of it all...I call to Him to hear me...to direct me...

Now I love, one alone do I devote my all...my heartfelt love, devotion, comittment...I love you first, I'll love you last...I'll never forget you...my heart stays true to you! I thank you for all that you are, all that you mean to me!

I'll never be naive to the fact of the changes that must be for continuity...but my prayers will forever be with you...I stand by your side my one love...

My passion continues to be the very expression of my life on paper...my writing, my poetry, composition, song...love life...I write to you all, for you all...Pieces of me...traces of me in each and everything I write, I compose, I think of...The same is for the associates of the various degrees in art...thy skills are commendable...I can never compete...I move alongside you all and pay tribute to the circle...

We are the shapes that create the picture that we see...in ourselves, first...in others...in one another...Can you see my bibliography taking form...

I hate hypocrites, frauds...fools...I hate pirates...My writing belongs to me, comes from inside me...so don't try to 'copycat' me...Appreciate my writing and respect it but  don't misrepesent me cause what goes as sure as hell will come back at yah...so you know!

I am influence!!! Get to knowme and I'll get to know you!