By JD
Date: 2004 Sep 19
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[[2004.09.19.22.05.27878]]

Sorry..

I'm sorry.

I never said it, I guess.
I have nothing to be sorry for, you say.
But I do.
I do.
I have 2 years worth of apologies
just festering inside of me.

I'm sorry for..
Not sending you a letter- I'm not a fan of stamps.
Not telling you that I love you more than I love Jell-O..
Not watching those old movies I said I would watch.
Not reading those books I said I would read.
Not finding you in my dreams like I said I would.
Not walking away when I should have- I knew it was over a long time ago.
I just didn't know how to say goodbye.
Not keeping the promise ring you gave me.
Not loving you the way I should have in the first place.
Not staying.  

So I'm sorry.
And if you don't forgive me, that's okay.
I don't forgive myself anyway.