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By Dana Date: 2004 Oct 08 Comment on this Work [[2004.10.08.11.21.7556]] |
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Everyday is like a nightmare. I'm so tired of everything going wrong. Bad luck hits hard and seems to be the norm. I know things could always be worse but, they could certainly be better, too. The past couple days feel as though I've been in a depression. I just can't seem to shake it. My family is suffering. Frustration and stress have taken over my life and now I'm just going with it. Every morning I wonder what the obstacle of the day will be. Why does everything have to go wrong? Aren't I deserving of less stress? Haven't I worked hard enough for a little peace? I play the lottery like I'm actually going to win, like it's actually going to change my life. I try to think positive thoughts but, the negative always seeps through. The past couple days have been especially bad for me and my depressing mood seems to be worse with each new day. I'm looking forward to it passing. I just can't seem to shake it. Everyday is like a nightmare and I'm waiting to wake up to happier times. d.selfridge 10/8/04 |