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By Dana Date: 2004 Oct 19 Comment on this Work [[2004.10.19.11.19.24379]] |
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You deserve so much more than what I've given. I feel so much guilt and yet I don't have the time to make or the energy to force myself awake. I appreciate all of your help and understanding. I know I need to give you more than what I have. I just can't seem to handle all the stressors in my life. I know there's no excuse for my behavior and I'd love to say I'll change and that I'll be better but, I don't know that I will. I truly want to change and be better. It's not that I don't care. I care very much. I just don't seem to be very good at handling all the curve balls life keeps throwing at me. |