By Ali
Date: 2004 Nov 17
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Heartbreak or Heartsongs

I wonder about you,
You know?
More than I should,
I know.
I play chess
With the pieces of my heart,
And poker with my soul as the chips--
God knows,
I can't keep a straight face,
And I know that I can't bluff my way
Out of this.
You and I--
I don't admit to anything,
But I don't really need to.
It's all there, each sign
A neon scream, waiting
To be read.  Other people notice,
And it's all just jealousy,
The green-eyed hearts
Who seek to lower
What is higher then themselves--
The vines that tangle
Themselves around a smile.
But maybe the rumors are true,
And I cannot help but wonder
If this has been a one-sided education--
A hands-on lesson
In unrequitable love.
It seems to be the season
For heartbreak
Or heartsongs--nothing
In between.
But I'm not admitting to anything
Just yet.