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By JD Date: 2005 Jan 30 Comment on this Work [[2005.01.30.02.41.30117]] |
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Sometimes I wonder if my life would be better without you. I would live solely for myself and all the decisions in my life would be just for me. Mine. All mine. I wouldn't save coins so that we'd have extra money for renting movies. I'd use them all to buy lollipops. I wouldn't buy a large order of rice every single day. In fact, I wouldn't eat rice at all. I would live off of Hamburger Helper and Swiss Chalet and I'd never worry if you liked the food we were eating. I would not save all my white laundry so we could it together. Without you, I'd wash a white sock by itself if I wanted to. But I love you. And I like making decisions together. And as I sit here, at three in the morning, wondering why you won't answer my call, I admit that I'm happy with you. As much as I deny it, as much as I tell myself that my ex is the true love of my life, I know that it all ends with you. Because I like renting movies and I can stand rice and I like to save on detergent. But life is good with you. So answer your phone so I can go to bed. |