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By wolfscreamer Date: 2005 Mar 17 Comment on this Work [[2005.03.17.17.30.12222]] |
| The last six months have been for me the most enjoyable period of my life.I should feel sad that it has taken this long to find what has been out there all the time but I was just looking in the wrong places.My job has taken me around the world this last year and I have memories that can make me laugh out loud in the middle of the night,cry in the middle of the day and just smile for the hell of it anytime I want.I have made friends who give me a smile that lights up the room and friends that make me laugh till it hurts.I have woken up with paradise lying in my arms knowing she will be there when I get home from work.I have made plans that will change my life yet still scare the hell out of me.All this I shared with a colleague who became a great friend but at the age of 40 sadly passed away this year.He also found happiness but now has not the chance to enjoy.I was a bearer at his funeral and that day changed my life.For so many years I loved someone who I said I would love always but I knew she was never coming back.There is no always.There is only now. |