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By Dana Date: 2005 Nov 21 Comment on this Work [[2005.11.21.08.59.15332]] |
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My family is my strength. I feed on them for support to guide me through these troubled times to keep me grounded to keep me from giving up, losing hope, losing faith. I need them to go on. My depression has affected them and I have so much guilt because of it. I'm trying to change my ways; trying to not let my fear get in the way of the wonderful family I have. I try not to take them for granted. I know I am blessed because of them. As hard as life can be, I try to remember that it could be a whole lot worse. I love my family more than life itself. They are all of my hope. I've been praying a lot for better times for me, for them, for us. I want what's best for all of us and I want to make it happen. We're struggling along, doing the best we can, working together, trying to make ends meet. I'm so nervous so worried so afraid of what's next. They say life can only get worse before it can get better. I'm scared to death of how much worse it can get and pray everyday for better to come. (c)dselfridge 2005 |