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By Dana Date: 2005 Nov 21 Comment on this Work [[2005.11.21.09.07.20130]] |
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I need to write. Writing helps relieve my tension. Unfortunately, my writing has not been sufficient for me, lately. If I don't feel it's good than, I don't feel it's helped me. I have so much tension to get out. I have so much guilt for all the chaos in my life. Constant wonder over whether or not I've made bade decisions; whether or not I've put my family at risk of more anguish. I believe we've made a good change for our future but, I've had my doubts because of so much disappointment. I can't help but feel like everyday is worse than the day before but I can't help but believe that anyday now it will get better. Although the day's are not yet getting better, I need this hope to breathe. I need this hope to move forward. I need this hope to survive. (c)dselfridge 2005 |