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By Dana Date: 2005 Nov 21 Comment on this Work [[2005.11.21.09.18.26475]] |
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fear has overwhelmed me anxiety, showing it's ugly face as always, has increased I lack control over my surroundings and I'm struggling to deal with it so many changes have taken place and I'm suffering physiologically and emotionally because of all the instability I have become short tempered my mood has been altered depression has seeped through I do not like who I've become and I feel like I cannot change it until my situation changes my emotions take over I can't help but worry literally every second of the day I'm so afraid of all I have to lose my family has suffered I can't bear the panic I feel inside during every moment of my life tension has officially taken over my muscles tears have learned to never stop I cannot handle the stress I am overwhelmed with fear and I don't know where to go from here (c)dselfridge 2005 |