By j. knipp
Date: 2005 Dec 05
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WISTFUL(L) MOON

It happens every time around now. As though the tug of the moon is pulling me out of my follicles, strand by strand. I look at this crescent, a thin curved line. And those thoughts of you, always of you. Perhaps it was because the moonlight drew slats across your body as you lounged like a goddess, peering through to the outside. We would reside like hibernating bears in that den, more than anywhere. A refuge, somehow safe. It was small and cramped. A worn little bed. A beam in the box spring broke that one night...

But it happens each time around now. A winter solstice--winter rendevous. Thoughts of you. What ifs and crazy hopes... "Honest Good byes only work once or twice and than they are lies..." Lies?

Do you know every time I am in the room with you my stomach is a Gordian knot? Lies... I agree, my face is a lie, my mouth and its words are lies, my soul is a lie this path is a lie. Perhaps everything but these eyes lie. No, not these eyes, when your are in the room, I don't think they will lie, I don't think they can.