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By Farah Submitted by twisted_lie Date: 2006 Feb 26 Comment on this Work [[2006.02.26.15.27.13233]] |
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I'm scattered pages here and there.. ripped out of the book of order.. Chaos over-whelming different aspects of my life , I'm dry ink, the writings I represent will soon fade into nothing.. leaving me with no idea of who I am, leaving me with no identity , with no history to go back to, with no home to embrace me.. Walking in the lame shadows of a broken heart. not serving a specific aim, torn apart between the dream of what I want to be , and the fear of what I could become? Losing the war of success in of a couple of set-backs, a number of defeats in the land of battles. Weak? no, temporary paralyzed.. needing to adjust to the enormous change I've faced the past few months, I must re-educate myself, remember how to stand on both feet and walk straight back into the mess I had left behind, but how can I do that when i yet have to learn how to crawl? I must build myself up again step by step, regain my trust in me,encounter my demons and purify my soul of doubt. A beautiful cover for these scattered pages, gathered pages in my book of achievements,order rules again in the story of my existence.. I may have lost my way back then, I may have felt weak for a few seconds, I may have been blinded by the web of lies I so wanted to believe, but now nothing can stop me from seeing the truth, the truth that God hadn't forgotten about me..The fact that I have the eyes of the Invincible to guard me. |