By average philly chic
Date: 2006 Mar 19
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[[2006.03.19.13.39.17246]]

dear tigga

Dear Tigga-
i apologize for lyin
i apologize for slowly but surely gettin you out of an emotional shell that u seemed so comfortable in...only to leave you out in the cold
with no reasons for the way that you felt
feeling confused as to why i would show up in ya life
and then...
disappear. without a trace. without a call.
i apologize for setting up dates
and not showing up
giving lame excuses time after time
knowing that you would continue to be bothered with me
i apologize for actually seeing you and not speaking
at the movies. on south street. maybe even at the gallery.
i know u dont care but i feel that i have to let this out for ME.
i did have intense feelings for you and i never knew why
i guess your secretive ways had me intrigued
the thought that i could have been your chic made me so happy
but i fucked it all up because of my own insecurities.
now im at school...and i'm ready to be in a relationship
and out of all the people that i've hurt-you were the only one that really stood out in my mind
i feel that i should apologize for wasting your time and for hurting you...for making you put your guard up towards love one more time.
my only hope is that you will forgive me

*average Philly chic*