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By Dana Date: 2006 Sep 02 Comment on this Work [[2006.09.02.10.04.20989]] |
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I have so many emotions flowing through me right now. It's completely overwhelming and I'm having trouble dealing with it. There is so much going on between us right now. I'm so scared. I don't feel like we're on the same page. I feel like you don't trust me and I don't feel that I've ever given you a reason not to trust me. We see things differently and I feel like you think we have to argue because of it instead of about it. We're two different people. I feel like we can't have a conversation about anything. All this pain is breaking me and I feel so alone. I feel like you don't care. I feel like you hate me by the way you act toward me. I feel like I've been so much better lately and it seems like you don't feel the same. I'm at a loss. I don't know how to fix this and I feel like you want me to figure it out and do it while you push me away. I could be wrong. All these things that I feel could be completely wrong. Maybe everything I feel is untrue and you don't actually mean to be sending me these messages but, for now, this is the way I see it; this is the way I feel it and it hurts so unbelievably bad that I just want to cry until the pain dies. 9/06 dselfridge |