By Dana Date: 2006 Sep 02 Comment on this Work [[2006.09.02.10.25.23598]] |
I understand your concern and your pain over him but, you need to believe me when I say he means NOTHING. You are my everything. You always have been. You always will be. I can't imagine my life without you. Your eyes make me melt. Your arms make me feel safe. Your heart makes me feel wanted. Your soul makes me feel loved. Your body makes me go numb. You make me love life. I see all this differently than you do and I never meant to hurt you. My heart and my body ache because I hurt you and, apparently, caused you to hurt me back. I'm sorry for the pain I've caused you and I hope that you didn't mean the pain you caused me. I hate the idea of you having any thoughts that I want someone other than you and that you obviously are concerned over trust. I've never given you a reason not to trust me. Never... but, it breaks my heart that I've caused these thoughts in you because this is how I felt when I had concern and pain over her and I know that there is nothing more that I can say. You have to let go and you have to trust and you have to believe in me and in us just as I had to and, if you can't than what are we doing? 9/06 dselfridge |