By Abogada
Submitted by abogadalbny
Date: 2006 Dec 18
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Haunted

My third state in as many years
And I am haunted by characters in love stories
I barely recall.
All I used to want was a good man to love me
To settle down.
And as I sit quietly on the sofa next to you
The way good girls do
All I can do is miss Manhattan
And twelve flavors of martinis
And wasted nights staggering in high heels
Through the West Village
Stopping to buy $8 cigarettes.
My phone holds 5 different area codes of former lovers
And sometimes when I drive though the city these days
I have to stop and remind myself
which city it is.
They say every love takes a piece of your soul
And leaves a piece of theirs.
I shudder to think I am more like my ex-husband now
Running away from commitment
Because what I have truly mastered
Is running away.