By wolfscreamer
Date: 2007 Jan 28
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[[2007.01.28.02.43.23534]]

Who,s life do I ruin?

When you aren,t here I think of you,when you are here I wish you weren,t and I wish it wasn,t that way but thats how it is.I know the life you have had and I know why you want me to love you but I cannot SORRY.I watch you sleeping and I feel guilty for letting you come to me when I know you think all is ok,inside I think you know we will never be but everyone hangs on to any chance of somehow it will work.When you leave in the mornings I always say I will call you butI never do and you ask why when I know you already know the answer but I can,t tell you.So I have options 1 and 2.Option 1 is I stay with you and I know that will make you happy but you are not a fool and will know this but will never tell me. Option 2 is I tell you its over now and worry about you for the rest of my life.Someones life is ruined here just a question of who?