By d
Submitted by not*about*you
Date: 2007 Feb 06
Comment on this Work
[[2007.02.06.21.46.29079]]

j

i don't love "you"
i love that something
that not you at all something
that drives you to be
what you may sometimes call "you"

i don't even know "you"
strangers forever do we part

it is that special something that is "unyou"
that i feel in the distance between us
in silence
in complete everything and nothing

maybe because i too, have something "unme"
pulling towards "unyou"
because maybe they are either

1. closely related
2. distantly related
3. one in the same thing
4. a mystery without a description, explanation or word.

anyways, just be at peace knowing that
i never loved you...
i made a big mistake all those moments
trying to say that i love you,
myself not understanding
what it was
what it is
why it is still "here"
year after year
just because
it's not love
it's not soulmates
it is just a mysterious aspect of life
where the "unme" aspect recognizes the "unyou" aspect
and maybe, without my(our)your knowing
they communicate, or something
and that's why it still feels
so special and unique
still...
because it doesn't require
me
or
you

to exist
to be
forever