By not*about*you
Date: 2007 Feb 08
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[[2007.02.08.23.12.32668]]

smart

i can't take back my words
but sometimes it's not meant to make sense
if i ever keep my distance
one way or another
it is because you are so smart
not to love me and not to contact me.

i know it's for the best, otherwise
everything would have been different.

you make a choice with every moment.

if i ever sent the wrong signals (long ago) it's because
i was purposely pushing you away out of fear.
there was strategy behind the maddness.

it is a blank page now between us.
everything is past and gone.

we began as strangers and we end as strangers.

at this hour you have convinced me
to completely let go.

i can't say that i'll magically ever get over it
but i can say that i know deep down that even if
you ever did hurt me, you have a good heart,
as you know, a sharp mind, and a wonderful vision
for change.

i'm glad that i will never can never and wish to never
ever
stand in your way.

if it wasn't ever clear enough, i'm sorry.
if i don't understand things properly, i'm sorry.
i hope you can truly be free of any negative memories
forever.