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By not*about*you Date: 2007 Feb 09 Comment on this Work [[2007.02.09.10.11.9549]] |
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a small point of contact so vague and hidden i return to a time of secret love never manifested. i always remember the thoughts so many and too many to write but one stands out: the world does not want us to be together, that is why everything always turned sour and went wrong. there was always this pressure i would feel, as i would unravel the possibilities and consequences of an actual anything, and the opposite worlds just collided and in imagination, i didn't survive it. i could never actually explain in so few words without sharing reality with you so that you would know the history the life the being and so my love forever remains hidden. even now, i hide it from myself.. because it makes absolute no sense no logic like me... mismatched all my life in a cloud of wakefulness. |