By little soldier
Date: 2007 Mar 07
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forever without you

forever without you
hurts more in my dreams
at a glimpse of your heart
with every breath i am alone
with every song i am dead
with every smile i cry
inside knowing what you
repeat again and again
in the messengers letters:
it could never be because
of your actions. your heart
of stone can not find mercy
or forgiveness, and when
we reach that spiritual unity,
in disbelief and anger,
you throw such fits that each
time i am thrown to the doctor
for losing my mind once again,
in the magic of your curse,
in your utter disfigured mind
that disfigures my own
when i try to send my love
freely with pure energy into
your life -- i am not bound
by walls and miles and time.
constantly you revolt my
existance and my love.
forever without you.