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By little soldier Date: 2007 Mar 10 Comment on this Work [[2007.03.10.15.42.3920]] |
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Celebrate our absolute final seperation, your wish is my command. Neither good nor bad memories will you ever recall because our book remains empty white pages never written marked painted touched. We kissed goodbye in the city this sunny day full of life, so ours is not a death, but rather, a never have been, should have been, could have been, would have been -- for that was our original mutual agreement of the soul spirit and heart -- remember? And of your seeds and dreams? Those were just a great mind coupled with a great ego crowned with a great imagination. Yes, I know you received my kiss, wet and long, of goodbye this very beautiful day so that you have been released of my love forever -- and the angels following your path have returned to our Creator, bless Him and His greatness, and I have been advised that following your own kiss upon my lips, causing my tears to swell, it is now engraved in the galaxies as they hum a melody: that even if you ever asked for my love back I would not have it to give it, it was returned to Him, our Creator, so that with that great energy He can create new bonds. He, our Creator, has spoken to me with great sorrow to advise that you have never loved me could never would never, as I suspected, but always accepted, because He our Creator never gave you that love. Why? Because you are a baby boy that would get spoiled with the love, show it off as a prize and foolishly feel that with that love you could rule the world. You would grow up and reality would break your heart, and insanity would creep in. Isn't it? You have never known me, only my love and you will never know me for your vanity, pride and arrogance. They are not a negative, but a positive sign that you too shall grow into manhood one day and correct each false truth feeding your mind and tongue. You will grow and reach the many lifetimes I have known -- and only after those countless numbers will you remember me and truly understand my heart, mind and love He, our Creator, has given to me as a gift. You would ask, what is the number of lifetimes you have reached? I could only answer in words: I am at zero, I have been above and below. |