By callaphair
Date: 2007 Jun 01
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[[2007.06.01.23.21.3088]]

Whimper

You said you wanted this to work.

You failed.

I said I wanted this to work
I tried.
I wrote, I asked, I asnwered, I gave all I could.

You failed.

I stayed up nights, watching bad tv, listending to worse music, thinking about you...

...and what I wanted.

...what I needed.

You failed.

I gave you so many years of my life...
...maybe the best years...
...but you did not seem to care.

If you would have said
"I just need you for you femininity"

I could have accepted that.
Liked it?
No.
But accepted it,
Yes.

But you talked about love
you brought up marriage
and children
and deep yearnings
and needs
and you meant none of it.

You failed.

I will be fine.
I now know what you are.
I now know what you do.

You failed.

And the worst thing,
the absolute worst thing
is not that you failed me,



But you failed you.