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By Varda Date: 2007 Nov 21 Comment on this Work [[2007.11.21.00.59.8710]] |
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You would let me go with many tears and broken hearts but without a fight. You wait for the day when I won't put up with it anymore when I will say enough when I will leave. You never say the words you never ask me do you want it or do you fear it? We get closer and further like sands in the tides caught, always moving going nowhere. How can I leave you when I know how it would hurt you when I need you so much but how can I stay? I am broken and whole I am hopeful and lost I love you and I long for someone else, someone without our problems. I don't even think of you anymore when I dream in the darkness I see other faces, feel other feelings freedom, excitement. I never thought I would see you through a nostalgic haze it leaves me feeling hollowed out and tired maybe all I have left for you are tears. Are we dying? I am tired of holding on to insecurity with a brave face and white knuckles. Will you fight for me? |