By lilla
Date: 2007 Nov 30
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thirty-two candles***



1.  that sheepish naughty smile you hide from me
2.  shy big brown eyes stealin' glances
3.  those long sexy thighs strong enuff to sit me
4.  arms length to cuddle with on lazy rainy afternoons
5.  nervous hands i wanna hook up with all possible time
6.  curly locks i always wanna give some nice henna
7.  that-never-seen-heart-pounding chest i wanna bury my head into in-between sobs
8.  love bites on your shoulders
9.  mark my fingers on your hips
10. playfully touch your ears ohhh sweet lil nothins
11. and yeah the things i wanna do with that pair of lips
12. full bodied i wanna smash myself against all night
13. a natural intelligence that needs some polishing on judgment
14. God-given creativity you need not compromise
15. innate kindness you jusz have to match with sincerity
16. unleash that honesty to be appreciated truthfully
17. i believe you can go get big things in life jusz stop dreamin about 'em
18. you deserve more respect in your field but first have faith in thy self
19  accepting of challenges --- put your confidence in the right place
20. sometimes you're funny too --- baby you jusz have to chill
21. i know you're responsible only a lil re-workin' on priorities
22. adores family --- fantastic!
23. i know you wanna say sorry --- time is material here
24. i see that you can write --- that's great --- yet some beautiful strong words should neither stay on paper nor in blender
25. when you say your prayers --- dont forget spirituality
26. secrets are alright --- but know too how far to go and to whom you keep it from
27. and the lies --- keep in mind you dont wanna be lied at too
28. and of prejudice and wrong judgment --- don't ask around and believe em' --- ask me and embrace it.
29. you owe faithfullness to that one who truly owns your heart
30. and when plans dont work out the way you wanted them to be --- remember a God who knows better than us
31. and as the Wise always say --- in love you don't settle for second best
32. in life, baby, you have to keep it real to be happy.  and happiness, my love, is not a gift given by another, it is a decision made by you yourself. work on it. we don't have to be righteous, yet most of the time, we need to.  and it pays to be one.

(nah ... i am not righteous myself (coz its not easy) but i keep in my heart always that there's no such thing as selfishly happy.  God never meant happiness to be that way.  the right thing is also a condition that makes us happy. ~~~ i read somewhere ... what makes you happy cant be wrong otherwise its not really wrong or you're not really happy).    

***this is the way i know you.  good and bad.  physical and more than that. i do love you really so am keepin' the package.  On your 32nd birthday, i sincerely wish you to be really very very happy, my baby Marky. :-*

(of course i didnt forget your birthday ... i greeted you all over the place ... you jusz didnt know ... or did not care to know ...)