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By karinflor Date: 2008 Mar 26 Comment on this Work [[2008.03.26.18.02.25082]] |
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Most times I seek out for you, I search through my old letters, emails, our chats, something to show me, to remind me that I did tell you how I felt at some point. For as much as I look, I only find vague affirmations, I was always so ellusive, I never wanted to give you any false hopes. I played it so cool, with an attitude of "hey, the "us" happened years ago, lets just move on", so little did I know myself. Never did I thought you still mean so much to me. As I look at my life now, and back, I miss you. I want you and I miss you, but now its too late, youre home and instead of grieving you everyday, I want to be happy and grateful you came into my life and changed it. You were always so giving, and every little present that I took for granted, now means the world to me, just to imagine you buying it, and hoping it would make me happy... Thank you for loving me the way you did...Thank you baby, I love you still through the years and distance. |