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By karinflor Date: 2008 Apr 17 Comment on this Work [[2008.04.17.12.40.29467]] |
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I thought maybe you would miss me, I thought that eventually as time passed and the new weren’t so new anymore, you would miss me. I hoped you did, cause you weren’t all that bad; you weren’t all that good, but you weren’t all that bad either...right? but its silly for me to think that, I mean, you don’t need me anymore, you’re in a different stage of your life. I won’t be there to hear about your daily struggles, or help you out in all the ways I used to, and in many ways it was good you did all the things you did, because it actually sealed the end of everything and settled it as final. Despite yourself, I don’t regret having helped you the way I did, or having been so good to you, I don’t because I believe that we do reap what we sow, that all your words, actions and intentions come back to you, what goes around does come around and if I did any good to you, which I know I tried, it will come to me, but what about yourself? You’ve done enough already, so I choose to forgive and not let you contaminate me and my future more that what you already did, I choose to let it go and stop this cycle of pain here and now. I hope you do too. You really are not worth ruining my life over, destroying my heart, or even having a bad day for! You are that sad….I m sorry I choose to own this experience, take my side of the responsibility and use you now, for the first time, for my own selfish benefit. |