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By CryingShame58 Date: 2008 Sep 04 Comment on this Work [[2008.09.04.18.28.31944]] |
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How should i respond to you in our tomorrows? your behavior and mixed signals cause confusion, not only to me, but you. with all your good intentions, are you capable of breaking me again? can I put my faith and trust in you? Naturally when we are face to face defenses are down and we feed off of each other most definitely our connection is full of wonderment and no doubt in those moments we feel safe our souls share silly jokes, sense of humor and joy we share common interests plus our lives share a history We have many similarities, but different enough to keep our time together interesting. you are constantly thoughtful, considerate and encouraging. am I fooling myself to believe in you? in us? what are we to learn from this second chance? do you ever question how our escapes will turn out? I keep in mind that you were raked over the coals and when push came to shove I stepped back we both took time to pray and think I was scared and I wondered if chaos shadowed my home would I end up tangled, fall from Grace am I fooling myself to believe in us? Do you remember how you expressed and emphasized that you value me because of how I treat you? you know my intent is goodness and tenderness. maybe I've had too much time to think... maybe I've had a bad day, in a funk and I'm meandering... rambling; however it's with hope, faith but above all love. |