By Lilla
Date: 2008 Nov 25
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[[2008.11.25.10.24.13858]]

that question i never asked



I did.
I do.
I held on.
I am holding on.
That's my answer to you.

My art is beautiful vandalism.
I doodle. I scribble. In sweet abandon.
I speak such painful words of love
I whisper them to you softly as you sleep
You bring them in your dreams
Like sweet lillabyes to your ears
I am sorry baby
for stealing away your once peaceful nights
But you have been the thief of my solitude
for years ... did you know that?

I know it hurts us both
that even when we've used up all our friends
and tried so hard to vandalize
all faces, and facets and frames
willfully, without shame
the truth remains ...

I take the trains alone
You take the bus on your own
Our cross roads are two Merging Lanes
everyday ...
you turn left
everyday ...
i go right.

I get lost in QC
My bag's too heavy
Im stupid in crossing streets
And you spend your time online
While i wait for you to view me from outside.

I know this hurts us both
but we're lost in the middle of our steps
so now my turn to ask ...
because the first and the last time
i didnt ... even when you were asking me to
so now to that question i never asked you
I am asking now ...
baby, can we make this work???
sayang naman.












(you know as i write this, i write this with tears in my eyes ... i love you ... get some sleep ... malapit na birthday mo ...dapat pogi ka pag nagkita tayo)