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By distant moon Date: 2008 Dec 11 Comment on this Work [[2008.12.11.00.19.24422]] |
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I'm standing on a very pivotal point in my life, The realization of a misguided childhood dream and the constant reminder of a decision made too soon, just compound in the face of adversity, in the face of temptation, in the face of serenity. I'm not proud that these are my thoughts, nor am I satisfied with my attempts to fix them, I made a handful of careless mistakes and disregarded them, hoping they would right themselves. When you turn a blind eye to a wound it almost never heals; and usually gets worse. This is no exception. And then there is you. Strolling in so prim and proper; perfect. At least that's how I see it now. I can hope for a flaw to show, to make this go away. A temporary fix...because in the end, I expect the unhappiness would remain. The moral dilemmas and potential awkward social situations weigh on the mind like the globe to Atlas, yet I concern myself with the thoughts of pleasure first. Then I walk my way through the possibilities, and know that there are numerous variables held in this single equation. You're a mathematical impossibility that unfortunately equals bliss, and I'm the hapless mathematician just pining for a kiss. For in the touching of our lips the truth would never hide, a solution would reveal itself and zero would divide. |