By CryingShame58
Date: 2009 Jan 29
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[[2009.01.29.23.38.10009]]

Following My Gut

i took your name after i gave you my heart
you took me for a ride then drove us apart
from sun ups to sun downs i stayed in a funk
until finally i purged away all our junk

i didn't try to leap or carry the load
i took little steps and broke the mold
recreating a new and different design
however i'm still the same deep inside

then out of the blue we came together again
we talked it all over and became friends
forgiveness is a virtue that brings new light
but i can't forget the pain i felt day and night

today somehow i felt that endless pain inside my gut
i tried to ignor it, didn't want to fall into that same rut
my intuition was shouting within me loud and clear
so when you rejected me, I wanted to run, not pull you near

shame on you, not shame on me
i'll bow out so fast so gracefully
you'll figure it out when you summon me again
i won't answer this time, i won't bend.