By Laurel Ahlfeld
Date: 2009 Mar 29
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I Could Love Him

I could love him
The first thought that ran through my mind
When I woke sleeping next to him
Fully clothed for the first time
A blanket tucked around me
And a pillow beneath my head
On the futon he calls home
He slept without a cover
No pillow
He made them  mine
After he scooped me up
From the bathroom floor
Where I lay intoxicated
Crying another's name
He pulled my hair from my watered eyes
And I cried tears of black mascara
Onto his favorite shirt
Breathing in his cologne and smoke
To remind myself of someone else
He didn't try to take me
Though he's had me many times
When I woke sober and saw him lying there
I laid awake for an hour
I wondered if it was done
And what things I might have said
The alarm clock broke the silence
His eyes opened upon mine
He pulled my hips against his
Kissed my lips with answers
Slowly came into me
Having been patient all night
Yes, I think I could love him
If I tried