By Mercy Echenique
Date: 2009 Jun 03
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Boom

Boom

Is it because of me, what did I do,
Is it because I'm trying to love you?

You seem to like me a lot, yet you hesitate,
What more do I have to prove, demonstrate.

Sometimes even when your next to me, I feel so lonely,
I wish you would feel the same, if only.

I sit on this long stair case as I think about life, Pondering on whether I should resort to the knife,
For I am useless, never to become a wife.

I feel like I am the moon, cold, lonely, only used as light for others, but my own,
I am everywhere, I am known,
But yet I still remain alone.

In my mind, are dark cloudy skies,
Its always raining, for the sky always cries,
Never to be sunny, the gloom will never rise.

No one cares about my thoughts, desires,
But you've been the only one who inspires.

I care so deeply for you, your the only one on my mind, Explore your heart, I want to find,
That your not like the rest, but one of a kind.

We've been bonding so much these past days,
I love you so much, I could count the ways.

I'm lost in you, everywhere I run, your there,
I can't escape from your stare,
I'm hoping its because you care.

Please don't leave me here to bleed,
Scoop me up in your arms, your the only one I need.

Lift me from this state of sadness,
Before depression turns to madness.

You've made me into a ticking bomb, gonna explode at any time,
Boom is the only thing you hear at the end of this nursery ryhme.