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By Jane Rain Date: 2009 Nov 12 Comment on this Work [[2009.11.12.21.34.17988]] |
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i lie awake my heart pounding to escape the body's prison my mind's on guard keeping me in check avoiding disaster to an extent i am not fine but to understand a mission impossible seems to be another night with no one here i am left with nothing aside from sleeplessness underlying ache defining my cycle never ending thoughts cease my judgment until i do not know anything anymore but i am still here ignoring reality sinking in bipolar thoughts predictable actions speak louder sometimes he says things i will not forget to hold on for dear life i wish to never forget those moments not in vain days pass by with nothing to prove he will be back in a few years i might fade away i drift sleep pulling me under and over again my thoughts come full circle full stop |