By RebeccaBeth_88
Date: 2010 Dec 18
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I'm Not Myself

Maybe it's the sound of your voice,
Or the sound of the silence when you hang up the phone.
Either way, I hate looking in the mirror
Because I am not myself when you are not here.
Why must I feel this way?
Why does my reflection have to change?
My words echo off the wall,
So does my heartbeat --
And the tears drip off of my chin,
Bounce off of my hands,
Rain to the floor.
Maybe it's the look in your eyes,
Or the fact that I haven't seen you in so long.
Either way, I hate looking in the mirror
Because I am not myself when you are not here.
Come back, for a few seconds,
Only to leave again.
My heartbeat echoes off the wall.
Come back, for a few seconds.
I can't be when you're not here.