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By Em Hatemore Date: 2011 Oct 20 Comment on this Work [[2011.10.20.09.37.25804]] |
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I think the worst part of divorce is knowing that no matter how bad it got, there is no chance of it getting better. Never say never, they say. They have never faced never. Never exists, no matter what you think. I wish I could start again sometimes. Do it all over. It would hurt the same the second time around. A broken home, a broken life pieces picked up and taped together with the promise of tomorrow. Sometimes tomorrow is a threat, not a promise. It still comes and goes you just have to face it. It hurts to know you never cared enough to listen to see me as a real person worthy of respect. I have respect now in the finest form yet I yearn for praise and respect from you even after all this time. The ugly face of defeat rears I am left to deal with another day of defeat. |