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By ItsDanGuy Date: 2012 Mar 10 Comment on this Work [[2012.03.10.19.54.29717]] |
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very thought is of you - no different than usual. I seek out familiar places that we've shared to feel close to you. Im at one this very moment. Every dream for the past two weeks has been of you. I wake up alone. What a cruel joke my mind is playing on me - tormenting me. I was too stubborn to see your beauty - you were willing to change anything for me - everything. I realize now that I don't miss any of the things you were trying to be for me; I just miss you and who you are naturally. You have that genuine sweetness that can't be faked. I didn't realize when I left that it would be the last time I felt home, peace, and comfort. But judging by your words and poems you've moved on. I went to write this before I had seen it. Ive held on to things of yours as an excuse to see you, but haven't gotten the nerve to. I hope you've had better luck finding happiness because god knows you deserve it. You deserve far better than what I've given you. My journey has led me to hell and perhaps I deserve that too. |