By ItsDanGuy
Date: 2012 Jul 30
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Familiarity

Run away to familiarity.
Jerks and assholes share their similarities.

But I am not the same as those;

The brainless dicks
with instinctive lips.
The washboard abs and chiseled chests
who tally girls they've slept with

You know the kind...

The kind you fuck, suck, and pose for
The kind you'll do all the dirty things for
Until they abuse, use, then leave through your front door
and toss what's left of you to the floor.
Only to come right back for more.
And you say...

"Sure."

And before you dare call me a hypocrite
I'm more than happy to admit my shit.
The difference here is what comes after;
Is it a mistake? A pattern? or am I bursting with laughter?
You see, I give a shit of what my actions
do to you and the life you're after.

Each time I've tried I've tried things different
strike one, two, nine...
One more round I'd be no different
than the familiar asses that you have been with.

But that's the point, I am different.
I'm a guy, and sure, I've allowed myself to be led by penis
But I utilize tools called thought and logic
to restrain my lust enough to realize.
The only thing I want for you
is the very thing I can't provide...

Happiness

And as hard as I might try to bear it -
grit my teeth and watch you live it.
You refuse to find it on your own.
You choose the familiar guys to bone
barring yourself from truly living;
blaming me for what you're doing...

It's a sickness.

But if that's the kind of guy you choose,
then what's that say of me?

I wont be.