By Char-Char
Date: 11 November 1997

Be Careful For What You Wish For...pt.2

     This same day I called him and said it was a state of emergency.
     This son of a B!+@H had ducked out on me!
     Throughout the day I did not hear from him, until later that night.
     Shid. I was so pissted I was ready to fight!
     He said his family was why he couldn't come.
     I said your family wasn't the reason when you were gettin' sum!
     When I told him what he had given me and I know I didn't give it to myself.
     He said "I didn't do to you, you must have gotten 't from another man!"
     I replied "Well FU@$K you then, stay the FU@#K out my life! You understand!"
     I cried that entire night.
     I asked god why HE didn't get it right?
     This guy had a Grand Cherokee, job, and all the rest.
     I guess honesty was one less.

     A few days later I got a page. It was voice mail.
     It was breathing. I was like "What the Hell!"
     Again, I got page it was him he left let's work it out.
     With the way I was feeling I was about to turn this mutha out!
     I said okay like a fool.
     Breaking another golden rule.
     He came over with a list.
     Women he slept with, starting with a kiss.
     I stopped him and asked him to tell me the truth. 
       Every questioned he continued to deny.
     All I wanted was the truth and he just continued to lie.
     I got so sick of his lies I threw-up!
     When I can back...Brother-man was up!
     He lifted a message "I'm sorry for what I did. I will call you
        when I get home.
     Well, I guess he never made it home because that call never 
        reached my phone.
     All I could do was fall to my knees with my face in my lap.
     I couldn't believe this "MAN" gave me CLAPP!
     
     Being alone for now is what I will stick with.
     "BECAREFUL FOR WHAT YOU WISH FOR BECAUSE YOU JUST MIGHT GET IT!"