By Saddy
Date: 1 November 1997

Mushroom Blue

candle burns to erase the night
to dry the tears when it turns to light
memories on pages stained blue
ink and paper that speak of you

did you have your high, killed the pain
and then you closed your eyes,slowly drifting
everything i said, well i meant it
inside my heart i wont regret it

did you have it planned but wont tell me
or was it your fate so you left me
everything i did, did it matter
when you said good-bye in a letter

and you promised me not to leave me lonely
and you said you loved me, one and only
and a three year pain now had left you
with a final dose of the mushroom blue.


to my Razor-Dust Sap, i cry for you always.