By Ceridwen
Date: 30 November 1997

some random thoughts

Yes I'm a teenager.  No lie.
I've gone through my share of guys, even 
to the very first in kindergarten.
My first kiss on the cheek in 1st grade.
My first crush in 5th grade.-that guy was good!
My first kiss on the lips *french* in 9th grade.
And making out?  Well that was 9th too.
I've gone farther but it was out of pure experimentation,
and well I'm best friends with the guy so I guess I liked him alot.
Who knows what love is these days?  
My mom met a guy on the internet.  No joke!  
Right in my own house!  I never thought it would happen!
They've been talking for a month or so and he's coming to 
Georgia to spend the weekend in the beginning of next year.
I'm feeling a little apprehensive.  I mean, off the internet?
But you know, they seem to be good for each other, as friends 
or as lovers.  Hey I mean, it could really work out for my mom,
and wouldn't that be...hmm...well actually I, personally, haven't
figured out wether thats good or bad.
My mom is cool with me.  I mean relationships.
We've been through alot in a year.  I tell her everything.
She is my everything!  I love her.  I know thats love.
I would never leave her and she would never abandon me.
Its hard to know, for some people, who the right person is
but I think when I find the right one, I will never leave them.
We'll take care of each other, and finally I will have found
a bestfriend, a brother, a sister, a mother, a lover, and surely
my soulmate!