By g!
Date: 30 November 1997

Short Story

i met you a few years ago
i forgot all about you as time come and go
it took me years to see you again
i have no hint this will happen in the end

i fall for you, i was strucked
it just happened, i was shocked
you came along and said "hello!"
i smiled at you, and said nothing at all

back then my eyes were focused on the other guy
i never thought you're at my side
but still you talked to me and stayed
you even asked me if i'm okay

as you were next to me i came to realize
that you made me special all through the night...

i concluded to myself that you liked me
eventhough i know it will never be
i hoped, i dreamed, i came to see
that you don't belong to me

i still thought you liked me too
i never imagined my love would grew
just then i learned from your side
that my friend is the one you liked

you got me there, i was hurt
my hopes and dreams, they just burned
i was hoping you can see
the loneliness inside of me

until one day you just called
i'm so happy it colored my world
you told me you don't like her and that was fast
your love for her will never last

i was speechless and got so dazed
never imagine it's been a maze
then you asked me out together with a friend
i can't turn down, it's a friendly invitation sent

it went smoothly as i expect
until you came late and i suspect
that you don't keep your words and took me for granted
i was mad, your explanations i never wanted

i know you were disappointed cos we're not going out
you just frowned and gave me a pout
i also knew you were sad
cos you never said a word and you know i'm mad

i tried to get hold of you but you were gone
i'm left all alone doing none
i never gave you a chance to talk
i ignored you until away you walked

i know it's just a misunderstanding of us two
i hate myself in doing this to you
i know you have your reasons why you're late
i jumped into conclusions, it was a big mistake

i never thought i let you down
you never call back, i know you're gone
it's all my fault, i accept the blame
it was me alright, i'am ashamed

until now you were silent
i'm still waiting for you, i'm patient
just talk to me and we'll fix it through
believe me now, cos it's true

what really happened hurts me so much
but i still hope we'll soon again cross our paths
if you only knew how much i care
with you i have a lot to share.

---for you n.. g!