By Stacia (stacia_@hotmail.com
Date: 20 August 1997

Dear Sweet Paul

Dear Sweet Paul,
Your voice melted the ice inside which left me feeling frozen
Your words wrapped around my heart with strings so tightly woven
I do not think you have any idea what you have really done to me?
How my heart breaks a little each day with every dying fantasy?
How will I be able to let you go after wanting you for so long?
Reality creeps upon us now and its timing is oh so very wrong
How I wish there was a way that you could somehow be part of my life
This ache inside I feel right now hurts and cuts me deep just like a knife
Dear Paul, I knew from the beginning that you were such a dangerous game to play
Something told me that in the end I would lose and would want you to stay
I opened up to you, shared my desires, dreams and wishes I want to come true
Dear Sweet Paul, I want you to know I always wished for a man like you