By Shelie  smellie@webtv.net
Date: 29 July 1998

CONFUSION OF THE HEART

There are so many days that I say things that I regret
There are so many times that I speak what I feel
When the days come to say I'm Sorry
You can not say I never spoke of what I felt
and when the nights are here that I cry myself to sleep
You can not say that I am cold hearted,
I feel, just not as you do
I am different, I don't show my feelings the way you do
I show them, in odd ways, I pick fights, just to make up
I do many things just to spend time with you 
I hope a day will come that I am yours and you are mine,
that you and me can face eternity, as one!!!




This poem goes out to someone whom I love dearly, and I thank him
 for all he has done in my life, and the many times he has been 
there for me when I just needed a friend.  I love you Ben!