By Patty D.
Date: 28 July 1998

Is this the one?

I think of you alot when I'm at work or in the car.
Wishing you were not so far...
Wanting to reach out and actually touch
something other then my keyboard
you've come to mean so much...

Do you know how much you mean to me?
Not just as a friend or a cyber-lover,
but as a confidante, and to me there is no other
that I want to be with ever..

I'd drive the miles if you said you'd meet me
Am I insane for wanting this to be real?
Please...just tell me what is it that you feel...
Am I just lonely?  Am I just blue?
Tell me, just tell me, do you feel it too?

We've connected for some reason over the many miles...
What I wouldn't give to see you smile...
To be with me...for me to hold and to hug...
Sometimes your words are like a drug.
Intoxicating, Mystifying, Dulling my reality
All for someone I've never met...this is insanity!

If this is not love, then what it is?
All I know, is the pain is exquisit..
We spend hours typing and holding one another close
if only thru chatting, your words are my prose...