By BenChen@phayze.com
Date: 26 July 1998

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Eerie howl of twilight silent, Beckoned me to joyless haven
 Aura lurid of ghostly moonlight, Gloomy void of all delight

Careless wind of numbing caress, Blowing wither in lifeless stillness?
 All alone in sorrow's curse, Naught was company save salty tears

Murmurs hypnotic, haunting paranoia, Forlorn waiting for sunrise, never
 Drumming fingers in rhythm cryptic, Hysteria seizure in manner mystic

Ghastly feel of emptiness cold, Morbid decadence of my soul
 Forever forgotten in darkness' core, Light, will I remember, never more

Taunted, haunted, by inner demons, Praying, pleading, to darkening heavens
 Whence come my help and comfort, Salvation from misery unwanted?

Fathomless buried in my loneliness
 Abyss deep of my misery
  Deathless drowning in my sadness
   Prisoner infinite of my destiny


  NNnnooooooooooo!!!!!!!!..........

 the winds a-howling fades away..
  serenity came and so did day..
   slowly a-gathering remnants of my troubled mind..
    the night has passed, save one thing left behind..

  My heart's paralyzing pain,
  My deepest longing for you..
  I really miss you,
  I really miss you,
  I miss you,
  I miss you.
  I love you.

  Let me not face the night again...