By Tiffany (best friend)
Date: 17 November 1998

CHOOSE

I try to forget about you
cause I know you'll only break my heart
But you always get throught the cracks
You sweet talk your way into my heart
And I, being my nieve self, I let you.
I awlays try to see the good in a person.
I keep telling myself maybe you've changed,
but you havent changed for ne one else,
so why should I be so different?
I keep thinking this time things will be different,
But its always the same thing.
We get really close and then I lose you.
So why do I put myself through this?
Why?
Why cant I listen to my friends and move on? 
I listen to my heart and not my head,
But lately that just seems to get me hurt,
I can tell my friends over you,
and I'll even start to believe myself,
But then you call me and I hear your voice 
it just stays in my head.
I hear all the sweet lines you say to me
and the whole cycle just starts over again.
I cant go on like this forever 
I cant live my life bein so happy to be with you one minute
And crying the next cause your gone.
So you need to decide,
Do you stay?
Or do you go?
But I need to know now
cause Im not sure how much I can deal with this.
If you go that will be it,
no more chances,
no more sweet talking.
And if you stay
We have alot of things to work out.
But its up to u to choose.
So make it fast
Cause wont wait forever!