By sCrEaMiNgAnGeL
Date: 14 November 1998

note to me.....

all of life you've waited
for the approval of the masses
to pave your way
push your next step
modeling you into the needs of others
reality says they don't care
you refuse to see that
stupid
i've had it 
with your masochistic way of 
kicking your own ass
you think if you don't
someone will
striving for twisted perfection
obtained by none
it seems by everyone
ha
they wish
girl, i'm sick of watching you
try to fit these destructive molds
its pitiful
so you fucked up that time
oh, that ONE time?
you shove shame down your throat
isn't that someone else's job?
glaring mirrors
tread on your self worth and feet
bitch, i refuse to be your stomping grounds
the time has come to trash your ass
and get me back somehow