By Jenna (poetic_angel@gurlmail.com)
Date: 10 November 1998

Hurts to Hear

Tell me how I stop the tears 
that fall so freely to the floor.
Please help me put back together
the pieces of my broken heart that
tear open my unforgiven soul and
expose the real me to your dream
with in a dream wanting eyes.
With out you here I find my-self
returning to the me I used to be and
wondering if I want to come back
to the reality that is you loving me
no matter how I am or how I was.

But I know that it's not possible because
how can you love me when I can't love 
my-self.  Better yet, how can I love you.

I don't care what anyone has to say.
That hurts to hear.