By you
Date: 23 November 1998

Chasing Us

Sweet times we had you and I right ?
I tried chasing you through depression
and dysfunctional family problems. BLAH
BLAH BLAH.
After a while thats what we became. 
then you leave.
leaving you and us unfinished. 
me too pick up pieces
of myself I never knew existed.
And I chase you trying to find where you have put your heartfelt
love for me this time. Which name are you on the boards ?
Which anonymous are you this time ?
Sometimes you are everybody
and other times I don't know who you are.
Ultmatums, begging, wondering ,hoping,other times trying to get over it-
nothing works.
So I keep chasing and you keep running.
I lose more of us everyday as you and I become "memories" of us.
You are wrapped up in finding you.
I am wrapped up in you finding us.
I give whats left of this angel heart to you and you leave
me in a silence that is  worse then the day you left me sitting on
my floor ruined for any other person.
Write a song that will make you feel better !
What about me?
What about the holidays ?
These fingers are gettting tired and if you don't slow down
maybe I'll just stop chasing you.
maybe I already have.
There can be a ME without YOU
but why should there have to ?